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tired of everything [Oct. 12th, 2006|02:14 am]
Mr Superstar
so my dad decided he doesnt want to pay for my schooling anymore, because according to him I'm 20 now and I should be able to go on by myself... but... hello? it's been years now since he paid for anything for me. so whatever.

My aunt and uncle whom I live with decided that they are going to have to do it... so I feel way like a burden.

My brother is supposedly going to live in Mexico with my dad, so he like dropped out of school here in Santiago to go up there and start school up there... but now apparently he is not because my dad has spent a fortune of money while my stepmom was in MN and now they're upset and he is coming back to Chile.

My aunt keeps talking to me and telling me what shit my dad is for doing all this.

my brother is way way way into coke like seriously into it, and I'm super worried but I feel like it would be like betraying him if I tell anyone.

My sister is cheating on my brother in law... and he came down here to Chile for her, even though he speaks no spanish, so everyone is trying to tell him, but he doesn't understand. so everyone keeps pressuring me to do it, but I don't want to because there are kids involved (their kids) and I really don't think I should get involved, but I do feel sorry for the guy...

stressed out big time

I just want to crawl into a little ball and be invisible forever and listen to music and be happy and calm.

[User Picture]From: gatofx
2006-10-12 02:41 am (UTC)
no se que puedo decir, nada me incumbe, pero solo ten claro que te amo y que te apoyo en toda decision que tomes... te amo!

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[User Picture]From: kidviciousdonna
2006-10-12 05:05 am (UTC)
Hey sweetie...you are in no way a burden, you are family and that's what family does is help eachother.

Why were they in MN and they didn't take you? wtf?

Also, you are betraying your brother by not telling anyone. He is in trouble, and he needs all the help he can get.

They shouldn't be pressuring you to tell your brother in law, that's not your place, but try talking to your sister about it, see if you can knock some sense into her.

I miss you!
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[User Picture]From: wicked_diva
2006-10-12 08:43 pm (UTC)
"Also, you are betraying your brother by not telling anyone. He is in trouble, and he needs all the help he can get"
I SO agree with your friend in that point

You can always tell your dad to mayo-blow it. You have the support of the rest of your family, and even if you didn't here in Chile you can always apply for a college credit so you start paying after you graduate... and don't feel like a burden cuz they have no glam and you SO do

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[User Picture]From: pinguinistika
2006-10-14 06:59 pm (UTC)
Wn, cada dia odio más a tu padre...

Don't feel like a burden, no es tu culpa que tu viejo sea tan asquerosamente irresponsable... Puedes pedir credito y pagas luego de que te gradues... so, calmate.. =)

Deberias decirle a tus tios lo de tu hermano... una wea es fumar pito, pero la coca es bastante más serio...

I love you, and I miss you...
you know im ALWAYS here for you... (L)
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